This weekend is the marathon and I’m really afraid.  I fear failure and that is something I usually don’t tell myself is going to happen.  I’m a positive person and strive for the best.  I’ve been training but not exactly as the calendar suggests because of lack of time and dedication.  I’ve fallen twice, bruised both knees, and had other aches and pains.  I have thought about quitting, but I am not a quitter plus I already paid $100.00 to run.  So this Sunday I will run and probably do one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.  26.2 miles.   It’s kind of mind blowing when you think about it.  I do a lot of things for others, but this run is for me and me only.    I will complete this marathon before I am  50.  I will complete this marathon this weekend. 

February 15, 2005 | Permalink


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