My son is getting married soon.  The wedding and the preparation leading up to it has been very emotional for me.  I never thought it would hit me this hard, and I cry a lot as a result.  At work it’s been busy so I haven’t had a lot of chances to think about it, but when I do I get teary eyed.  He moved out last month, so I figured the wedding part should be a piece of cake but it hasn’t. 

I guess it’s that as I look back, I see how fast the years flew by.  I wonder now what I could have done different or what would I change.  I asked him and he said there wasn’t anything but I still have this feeling that there was.  I know he would have liked home cooked meals. He will finally get that wish because this girl is a renaissance lady.  She can sew, cook, and iron.  I used to cook years ago, but now I just don’t seem to find the time or the energy.  I hope they know how much they mean to me, I love them and would do anything for them.

February 23, 2005 | Permalink


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