I define myself by the things I do and how others see me.  I’m told that I’m giving, very patient, and I care about others.  I like being a nurturer, and I’m glad I’m perceived that way, but I can’t help but wonder whether I care more about people, or their perceptions of me.

I go to work in casual clothes (Levis and a t-shirt) and I don’t feel real feminine in them.  I look around and see most women dressed in pink and matching outfits.  My son once commented on how my wardrobe revolves around black, and in a way I guess he’s right.  I hope one day I’ll feel more feminine.  In fact I have been shopping for more feminine type clothes lately.  Nothing crazy, just matching outfits and brighter colors.  I don’t think I’m ready for pink just yet.

January 4, 2005 | Permalink


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